My parents raised me to be independent and resourceful. Any self-confidence I have was planted and nurtured by my mother and father, who believed so strongly in who I am, and in who I was meant to be.
The power of this gift wasn’t apparent to me until I encountered so many people along the way who never had this support, and suffered from their lack of self-assurance. How crippling that can be.
My church youth group and my high school environment reinforced in me the desire to move forward, convincing me to believe I could accomplish the things I dreamed of doing. So I pushed forward and carried on.
There have certainly been roadblocks and missed turns in my life, and stalls that came from lack of fuel and desire. But I remain thankful for the promises kept and the goods that have been delivered.
Yet now I see things from a different perspective. Life sharpens our vision and deepens our understandings (finally!) It really isn’t about my hopes, my abilities, or my accomplishments. I finally am learning where the true joy abides.
Because You are my help,
I sing in the shadow of Your wings. Psalm 63:7
Thank You, Lord, for Your wings of protection.
And for allowing me to sing.
You have found joy and understanding – this is indeed a good place to be at.
I, too, have realized over the years that not everyone was granted such wonderful teachers as parents and support systems. What a positive message – you were given a good foundation which doesn’t prohibit you from making some not-so-favorable choices at time, but you can always count on your higher power. Love it! Good reminder – thanks!
Amen. Thank you for sharing this. I am glad that you have found your joy. It is often rare for being to come to the insights in which you have.
Some people never find that true joy, you are lucky to have found it and celebrate it.
As you have found, we construct our own joy amidst the challenges and disappointments of life. Thank you for an inspiring post and a wonderful reminder today..